Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

[dday101798]

Thinking I'm gonna move over to the "Survivng the big D" forum.

Slept like crap last night and hed repeated 'dreams' of what may/may not happen with the court.

Week 3 with no kids for dinner last night. i went anyway, took a friend and her daughter since they are going through a bit of a hard time and figured they'd like to get out of their house for a bit.

Wouldn't you know it, BIL and his doper friends all came in. Little back-stabbing maggot couldn't even look me in the face as he walked right by me.

So, this morning I had a few extra minutes and took a dive by of "the house", looks terrible already, curtains in the window are all in shambles and the porch and yard is a disgrace.

Then as I get to the main intersection of town, low and behold here comes STBX and OM and she stares me dead in the face and her jaw just drops. Haha, love that effect.

Otherwise, holding together okay as can be. Talking to attorney tonight to establish a temporary visitation order that she cannot dis-obey. As it stands she's basically violated the prerequisite to dissolution by hiding behind people who won't co-operate as agreed and withholding the kids from me.

Sad part is, each and every time I'm asked, "do you want the divorce" my answer still is no. I think I need my head examined.