Know what I like about your updates? They are about your day. You don't mention, "today my wife smirked at me, what does that mean? You don't write, "I perseverated about her all day long". You don't talk about how you are so devestated. Is life really all that different without her in it? You still have to do what you have to do, and I think it's great you are trying to enjoy this time. Good for you.
You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Dr. Wayne Dyer