The thing that upsets me the most, and it is really sad, is here is this woman who the other night told me she loved me and will always love me, and now she's turned bitter and is painting me out to be this monster.
I trapped her in a lie about a lie last night and her face went blank. I honestly wanted to stay friends with her, but the way she's treating me now is unbelievable. I know it shouldn't matter what she thinks about me - but it does. I know in time it won't matter, but the fact remains that right now it does. And she's using that to try to knock me off balance.
She twisting the truth around and trying to manipulate me. When she was doing it I told her, "Oh no, you're not going to do that to me. You want to twist this stuff around to knock me off balance to regain your control - I'm not going to let you do that."
I told her that's one of the problems we've had throughout our whole relationship. When things were being done 'her way' she was fine. But once it wasn't she would go for the jugular. Then I gave her some examples of it. It was really sad. I feel sad about the whole thing.
I just want to get out and start moving on with my life. I told her I'm going to talk to my lawyer and see if there's a way for me to get out without having some legal ramifications.
MySitch Me-47 STBXW-41 D-5 S-8 ILYBNILWY-01/08 Want a D- 01/09 Physical Sep-01/10 D filed-06/10 Got 50% custody=09/11 Ride that wave!
