It's Complicated! Part 4

[glamgirl]

Oh my gosh bad day today. I really don't know how I can cope anymore. I had plans after work and I sent h an e-mail early in the day and let him know that.

About 15 min before he was to meet s7 afterschool he sends me a text and says sorry I won't be over I have to meet the internet guy. At this point I am furious. He let our s7 down and me too.

I text and said you can't do this 15 min before you are suppose to be somewhere and expect me to just drop everything because he can't make it.

Of course I try calling and he isn't going to answer his phone. I am floored. The best he could do was text. This is not something you text about.

I can't go on with this disrespect anymore. I have suffered enough. Enough is enough. An internet connection was more important than the well fair of our kids. That is what it comes down too. A text message was the best he could communicate.

Makes you really sit and wonder. I tried so hard to make this work, but I don't have anything left to give. I don't see anything changing or improving to a level of caring and respect.

I have so much on my plate that it's over flowing and all I get is I have to wait for the internet guy. It's not like we don't have internet at the house that h could have used.

I am devastated! I know that this may seem like an overeaction, but everything has taken a toll on me and I realize that this is NOT what I want for my life. Something has to change.

All I ever get is look what you have done, you hypocrit, you back stabbed me, oh poor me poor me poor me without ever taking responsibility for his actions that caused mass devastation to his family, friends, us and the kids. At least take responsibility for his wrongs that he committed. It's like he doesn't even see it or want to fix it.

Tears!