ST and Ellie - thank you both. And, thanks for knowing the emotion was really raw and I needed to vent. \:\)

Their first counseling session is tomorrow. My brother said he flips between rage and a tiny glimmer of possibly wanting to work it out. I can't tell for sure but it sounds like she wants to work on things, especially since she set up the MC. He's hoping that he's in "glimmer" not "rage" mode when they get there, he said. I hope so too. Whether or not they decide to work on the M, rage mode won't be too helpful for anyone.

I realize that sounds funny considering my last post was pretty darn full of anger... but I also recognize that's not helpful and I have to do my best to let it go.

In positive news... I haven't gotten together with friends in way, way too long, and a few of us are meeting for happy hour tomorrow night. Should be fun.

Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7
Bomb 1 10/07/06
Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15
Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07
Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate
2/08 slowly improving
7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!)
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