Well I screwed up yet again. H and I had a BAD argument today.

He was to pick up D7 from school today as usual. I had not heard from him since Sunday when I picked up D7 from his house. I sent an email Tuesday reminding him to pick her up today. Got no response.

I went to work and had not heard from him still. So around noon I attempted to call him. No answer and no return call. I started to panic a bit since someone had to be there to get D7 on time after school.

Decided to leave work long enough to run by his house and see what was going on. It was not far so I tried calling all the way. No answer. As I am coming down his road I see him standing on the sidewalk with the house phone to his ear. Cell phone on his hip (where I had called).

I pulled up to him and rolled my window down and he hatefully asked what did I want that he was on the phone and busy at the moment. I got mad and told him to tell HER to call back. He informed me that he was talking to his mother. (OOPS)

Anyway we argued a sec and he told me to leave in which case I backed into the driveway and started loading some of my things I had packed months back. He got off the phone and came in and we began arguing about everything.

Said this M has been over for years and that it hasn't been a M since day 1. Ouch. Hadn't heard that one before. I told him that he is a sorry a$$ for not having anything to do with D7 EXCEPT when his visitation is. He won't call her or anything. I even suggested that he get her a cell phone just for her to communicate with him. No response.

I had said that I wanted to come get the rest of my things when he would not be home and he said that he IS going to be there when I get my things. Fine. He mentioned that he is not afraid that I will take anything that doesn't belong to me but that he IS going to be there. Said if he didn't trust me he would have changed the locks by now.

The IRS check is due to come next Tuesday. I am praying that he will not do anything to take that away. I have tried and tried to keep civil but it is hard when he doesn't even have the common courtesy to confirm pickup of D7.

Today I am really ready to get this divorce over with. Things will never change.