I have been feeling very alone in all of this. Any form of support is greatly appreciated!
Point taken about the snooping...it definitely does me no good! It just makes my mind go to places it shouldn't be.
I have been working on GAL. I try to go out every evening...just to be out. I am very good at predicting his moods now and know when to leave. Last night he started to discuss the financial aspect of him leaving (I own most of the assets and we are to list the home soon). The topic made me uncomfortable, so I told him I was going out for a bit. Made me feel better. That way no anger or fighting.
