Divorce looming #4

[K4D]

Thanks SP, Stuck & 25,

I will be staying in contact on here as well as with my kids. They both have cell phones as well as the webcam. So if she says webcam is down, I can still call them on their cell phones. Plenty of back up. But I don't think she would stop them from talking to me.

Part of our agreement says that neither can bad mouth the other. So they will tell me if it is going on.

Its tough packing. But I have no control in what my W decides. I'm going to pray in Florida that she have a change of heart. We will see what God has in store.

I'm spending this evening with my kids. We are going to make dinner together and eat together. W will be gone volunteering at the church thing that my daughters go to each Wednesday night. But I said tonite I want them home. They can go next week when I am not here.

It will be interesting to see what kind of time I make tomorrow and where I stop off for the night. I'm really going to miss my kids. And believe it or not, I am really going to miss my W. Not the way she is now, but the way she used to be. I will have plenty of time to go dark in Florida. Hopefully that will trigger something in her.

I ate lunch with her today at Red Lobster. She just really is a different person now. There just doesn't seem to be any warmth in her anymore. I'm just going to have to wait out this MLC and pray for the best.

Kevin