Never say Never; it's worth the fight!

[Treese]

OMG DI!!!!! I'm so happy to hear from you.....I'm with you....My H appears to be moving closer to moving in w OW....he's there quite a bit....one reason my MIL told me it's over and I should just move on....I'm so tired of hearing that....

truth is, I am moving forward, I really believe I am....no I don't cry AS much but when I do it's very intense...maybe because it has time to build up...I don't know...I don't know much of anything anymore...I do know I miss my H, I miss his smell, touching his skin, just seeing him....I don't even talk to him...my kids have their life....we do do things together but let's face it...I'm mom..I'm there to protect them and love them no matter what....it just get very lonely at times...

Hey, got my oil changed today...all by myself....1st time...h has always been in charge of vehicles...and my car needs additional work so I immediately called my brother and he is taking care of it Friday night...I really am doing great on my own just wish I had a partner to share things with....

some day...maybe....for now....I'll just push through....day by day