[[[Treese]]] - just checking in. I'm sorry things are so very rough for you, although I can tell you are in a better place than a year ago. I know that I am too, but the painf eels just as intense. I don't cry every day anymore, but I've been plagued with feelings of desperation lately. I also have done some more snooping, and know the A continues. I read this comment by SC:
...you keep studying and analyzing and looking for that one thing you can say that will click in his warped mind and make him wake up as if from a trance and say "OMG, what was I thinking? Oh, my darling, I'm so very sorry!! Please forgive me and allow me the great honor of kissing your a** for the rest of my days!!!"
What a day that would be!! I am making my first call to a DB coach today. I'm confident that it is too late, but I hope they can help ME get through this.
Unfortunately, we are STILL in this together............
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
