Hey JoJo1
I've been reading your posts, not all of them, but a lot. I feel pretty much the same as you.
How long were you married? What's the living situation?
I understand wanting to wait and work things out with your H. And really, if you are still in love with someone, dating another person is just mean to that person. I told my friends that and that seemed to sink in and not one more thing about me getting out there again.