In terms of making me feel better, Dark is the best thing I have taken from DB.

I started going dark purely as a self-protection mechanism and I have to say it has worked. The thing about dark is, once you start and see/feel the positive results it is addictive and you want to take it to the next level. The darker the better, and let me tell you, I could give lessons on dark right now! \:\)

There are very few things that I am sure of these days, but the one thing that I KNOW to be true is that as long as the WAS is involved in the A, there is NOTHING you can do to reach them.

So why bother? I decided to save myself rather than let us both drown. I have a kid to look after, and one emotionally unstable parent is plenty.

H: 38
W: 36
S: 8
S: 5
M: 16
Bomb: 8/25/08
OM: 9/21/08
EA (Possible PA) with co-worker since 5/08 (at least...)
Sep: 9/21/08
D Filed 9/23/08
My Situation