Well...new man and I have been talking on the phone pretty consitently. He knows that my schedule is pretty tight, so we are pretty happy talking with each other. I definitely want to see him again.
I know it sounds bad to say, but I really feel like I got my mojo back. Not that I need a man to make me feel that way, but it sure is nice.
STBX txted me last night to thank me for being a good mother and role model for the kids and said he was greatful to be "raising" kids with me and he was lucky to have me in his life.
I just told him thank you and that it was easy to be a good mom as we have great kids.
I do not feel bad anymore about where my marriage is and the pursuit of divorce. I know that there is no way that things will change anytime soon. I know that I will never trust him. I feel like we can be good co-parents and move on. I have an appt with an atty tomorrow to get the ball rolling.
