Dear JJ, I hear the roller coaster ride you've gone on when attempting a risk and then completing it. So, now that you are a few days away from seeing him on that trial run, how do you view that interaction? More to the point, how did the interaction impact your R with A? Negative? Positive? Neutral?
As you already know JJ, your feelings aren't the best way to gauge the interaction - the outcome is a more true indicator (and I know you know this too!). So, as I read your posts, I realize that many of your writings are about your need to process your thoughts and feelings. Then, over time, your assessing turns into thoughtful conclusions, which lead you into positive steps. So, what R conclusions about your risk-taking have you come to?
Thoughtful conclusion hugs to you, Laurie
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