Being content for now.

[kissak]

I feel bad sometimes that I cant trust my H....but he made it that way.

He went to the store last night and all I could think was he went to see the possible OW.

But he did go to the store. I feel like screaming sometimes.

And he is so weird sometimes.

He is always so curious about what Im doing, but acts as if it doesnt matter. What could that mean?

Like, I asked him to pick up our son from me at work yesterday. He said he would then asked did I have somewhere to go. I just replyed yes, knowing all the while he would ask where I was going. And he did a few minutes later. Then comes back with "it doesnt matter"....ok, then why ask?

Then when he called me last night I kinda got off of the phone with him in a hurry because I was doing something online. Well, he then goes online from his phone and comes on my messenger to say "you sure did jump online real quick". I feel like i am constantly being put under suspiscion, but when I ask why he does that, he says just because, no reason, doesnt matter.

Is it that I dont want you but I dont want anyone else to have you syndrome??

Or is it something else? Drives me crazy sometimes.