Ok first it is 1hope like the number one. They go back into last summer sometime.
What you are doing and feeling is totally normal. We have all been there. And it is good to see your part in the Marriage but trust all of us that it isn't all your fault. We all have things we could have done differently.
Have you been to the doctor yet?
You must remember to breath. Right now you might want to find something to do to make you feel a little better and take your mind off of it for the moment. You have to calm and calm and calm some more so you can figure out what exactly is the best thing to do.
You sound a little open minded and like maybe you know about the Law of Attraction. So you know it is time to start with positive thinking. If all you focus on is what you are losing, you will definately lose it. PMA, 180's, GAL are all important terms around here. It won't happen over night. You can do this.
Last edited by kelaaron; 02/25/0912:33 PM.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.