i dont6 see much hope anymore i guess. if i giver her space she is with the OM. if i try contact she feels pressured. i try to make the best of out time together that is the hardest part. when we get together I feel happy. we talk and there feels no wall,,,untill she feels inclined to bring it up. its always the same trap, but i wont fall for it. i just keep stepping through the mine feild waiting to get to the other side. Those honeys she gave me last week were so nice, but i almost whish she wouldn't they speak of sa hope thst isent there.
