Back in a bad place (from a former DB regular)

[newnamenewlife]

Thanks--but, no, I am done with my M. I miss my H and many aspects of our M and our family, but I know it's really over. I don't want to discourage those who choose to "stand," but I think there comes a point where you need to face the truth and let go. I'm not happy yet with my new life--dating, being alone, etc--but it doesn't mean I am hoping to save my M either.

It's also hard to separate the ego-blow of H wanting to end the M from (me) really wanting to still be in the M, if that makes sense.