Short term ... I am having a harder time with this one....let me think about that. I know I want to learn how to roller blade, does that count? I have some books on my list of things to get to and I mean to entertain myself since I like to read. I'm potty training a small boy. I hope that is very very short term.
Long term ... lots of things here. I would like to improve our financial outlook. So I have started to be more frugal and already I've saved a lot and made some bigger dents in our debt. I would like to take some bigger steps in my career which may include some more schooling. I want to continue to exercise, which I have been slacking on a bit here since I've recently started to sleeping like a normal person, it's difficult to wake up and get to it. I have been doing yoga though once a week--love it and will continue that.
For you ... I want to be able to rely on me to make me happy. I would like to be able to spend a whole weekend alone, not talk to a soul and be content doing "Me things". I used to do that. I loved it. I want to be able to say I'm going to let this go and really do it-really let it go. That is very hard for me right now, but I do think I've gotten much better, but still, a long road ahead of me. I want to keep working on my ability to think before I speak. That's something I've known I needed to work on but ignored it by calling myself witty. I want to be a great mother. I want to be the person my son thinks I am. I want my husband to look at me like he used to. That might be the longest road I have to travel. And I might not get to. I need to keep asking myself "Is this going to help my relationship?" whenever necessary, and not just with H, but with co-worker relationships, friend relationships, etc. But esp. with H. I want to be more affectionate.
For your H ... I wish he would talk to a therapist. He doesn't "believe in that crap....I think it's been great for you, I really do, but it's not for me." I would love to see him take better care of himself. We have fought about him getting his insides checked out for about a year. I was going to let it go until recently, I saw proof things are not getting better with his insides, so I finally got him to go see a doctor. I wish he would sleep more. I think that really takes a toll on him. (He has to be at work at 4:30a.m.) The best thing about my H is I know he will continue to be a good father.
For your family unit ... really, I just want it to stay whole with the three of us and our little dog.
