I feel like this is all out of control.

He kept texting so I took myself away upstairs and he came up and asked if I was watching the DVD. I said yes sorry will be down in a min. He said no it's fine was jut wondering. Anyway, he started with the texts again and I jut had to leave the room because I knew I was about to freak out. My para that it's another woman he is calling.

I just smiled and said I was tired so going to bed. It's like he is a stranger, we're like flat mates. Everything is so abnormal. I know it's early days. Need to slow down.

And breathe


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids