Steve-I had been down in the dumps for so long. Confidence was shaken, self esteem sufferin' and I was scared to meet anyone at all because of that. But since meeting this guy, I have to say, "why in the hell was I so scared?" I was totally myself and he pretty much dug it. I remembered who I am. I remembered how much fun I can be.
I remembered that I am one hot chica
As for the X, I will bring it up and see if we can work something out. I want the whole D to be easy and as nonconfrontational as possible. It won't be too bad on him as his family will be there, so he will have help.