Almost 2 yrs Later

[RedHeadWife]

I don't fake them. I'm sure H knows that things aren't all that great in the bedroom for me right now, we just haven't discussed it. Lots of other stuff going on. I think my best bet is to just try to correct the issue from my end if I can. He's also told me more than once that it's always better for him when I'm enjoying it as well.

I know the more I do it & the more satisfying it is for me, the more I will want to do it, it's just I'm kind of back to the "I just want to go to sleep" mind frame, which I obviously need to get out of in order to fix the problem.