Truth be told, this current marriage really is over. I agree with him, it really is not worth saving. However, I would like to start again with him, with new eyes, new attitude, new hopes and a different plan and effort for us to make it into a future together. For example, I know now that I need more ME time. I was way way too wrapped up in the baby and I think this is one of the problems and how all of this started. Minimum GAL has been a huge thing for me. I think he's noticed that too and is happy for me. There was a time when we were completely aware of each other. I don't know how else to explain it. I would like to be there again. I would like to save that or bring it back anyways. A better sentence would have been "One hour I believe we can bring back the good/great things we once had and bring in new good/great things to our new marriage." Why? Do I really have to explain that?
**side note: Where in Va are you? graduated from Tech.
Once upon a time.......... I was there too.......... how different things look now.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
