Just a bit of journaling.....

My mom is coming into town tonight and, for some reason, when I woke this morning my first thought was about B - and how this all fell apart so quickly - and how she never seemed to give us much of a chance once she tumbled into her crisis. I guess it's tied into the fact that my mother is coming out here to help me move - and to offer her support - and it's not something she has ever done before.

My mother is a very loving person - though she can get smothering at times - and very negative - so my goal is to keep things as positive as possible while she's here - and to make the most of her time out here - especially when I have the boys with me.

Sometimes I still have a bit of trouble believing just how much my life has changed so quickly...

-Carlos.


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"We consent to live like sheep." W.H. Auden

On my own
Separation #4