Healing my Heart Part 6

[fightingirish]

Hey rob... Im sure they do, but Its always the same of chit with her.

My mom treats me completely opposite of my younger sister. Im only good for "Crisis situations" ie, my dad's health, etc. My sister is the good time one. My mom watches my niece on a regular basis, my mom only watches my boys if im in a pinch. Its gotten worse since my sister had the baby. No you all know that H and I never get out. Well Valentines day came, and my sister beat me to the punch and she was going to watch my niece, knowing that I had already told her that I would like to go out alone with H. She definately makes me feel that I don't deserve a night out alone, because she never did with my dad while we were growing up. Such a long story.

Anyways, ended up taking the boys with us. It was of course a nice dinner, but in this area, we are sooo lacking alone time, and I have talked to my mom about it. Either she doesn't care, and can't be bothered. I don't have anyone else to watch the boys, sitters are very scarce, and I won't let a stranger watch them. BUT my sister has a mother in law and two sister in laws who could watch my niece.. I don't have that luxury and she knows it. Why is that the selfish child gets more from the parent than the other??

Anyways, on to the next.. both boys have strep throat, yup I jinxed myself by saying they were fine the other day!! I can't believe it! So Here we go again.

Don't have any time to breath..

Thanks everybody!

Tal