I haven't posted in a while, but i have been reading along. You sound soooo good!
I know that our messes are exactly that--a mess-- but you are really rising above yours and I am proud of all you have accomplished for yourself in the past couple of months. It was time and now you see how much better YOU are because of it. Keep moving forward and only look back to see your progress, not to beat yourself up over what might be lost. Your H still might surprise you in all of this.
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7