Yes, I understand fully! But arghhhhhhhhhhhh lol I guess I will let things happen, whatever they may be. Your comment >>>>
"How could you have hurt me for so long?" boy, do I know. But keeping that in mind wrecks the fun you start to have again.
Really hit home, and I guess for me that will be the hardest part. In wanting to start over, I am going to need to let go of the past. Even though I want to rant like a child and demand an apology. I think in a sick and twisted way, I kinda want him to hurt like I did. Which is NOT healthy and no way to mend things. I get that.
I feel like I just graduated..... lol So, we'll see what happens. He's home in 2 days. OH BOY!
