Right! enough self pity. another couple of girls from work snet lovely messages so I know I'm loved. I'm not being big headed here but I have many many friends and I'm popular. Actually quite funny person so I'm going to give myself a break and try,try, try move forward.
I've already forgiven my martyr mother, and H sent text asking how I was today which was quite nice of him I suppose. I'm never happy though, I now think he's just feeling guilty ha ha.
I answered and he sent another and I though maybe I wouldn't reply but just don't have the energy for these games right now. Another time maybe when I'm stronger and may actually get some perverse enjoyment from it (joke)
