....Or maybe the problem is that they DON'T "suck" as it were!
Sorry, I couldn't resist!!!
LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like Lissie would have said .. "I peeeed my pants !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Yes, initial reaction shock and guilt, I guess came from having had bad and UNSAFE intercourse I guess, had it been better, who knows I may have felt differently. Then again, this left me feeling liberated and empowered as a woman (Yes, AmyC, I too see this as a GOOD thing, especially since I realize I should not become that loose woman hahahahaha ! Good one !). I don't know what it would have done to me to have great sex with a guy that meant nothing ....
But we have learnt not to look too far ahead or to keep our expectations at zero, so I guess that is how I am tying to live right now.
Vali, yep, I do believe God is still there with me, I now understand the term 'sinner' better.... I used to be far to saintly and to be honest, I think I'll leave that up to God himself !!!
Take care guys ! xxx
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Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
