Divorce looming #4

[K4D]

Ok. I'm at my kids counseling appointment with my laptop and there is free Wifi here.

So I told W about having to have an attorney review the agreement and yes, she blew up and said she can't trust me to keep promises. No surprise there. I expected that.

So the attorney has it and says she can't get to it til Friday. Buys me another week in the house hopefully. I tried to keep from laughing as all these things keep happening to delay my leaving. Has to be God at work.

Our internet at home is down til Wednesday morning when a tech is coming out to fix it.

W tried to tell me how much this is costing her for me to go to Florida for a few months. I didn't say anything back. Lets see, she racked up 25k behind my back. I passed on a 90k job to her that was supposed to take us financially into the future together that I could have taken myself. She committed adultery. I paid for her and the kids to move to Dallas for 4 months when she didn't want to stay behind and wait for my job to finish. She is Ding me. I could be entitled to money from her that so far I have not come after. But you know, I am the one who is taking advantage here.

I am just trying to get a better career now so I can take care of the kids and myself better now since she is walking off with the job I passed onto her.

25, her mom left a bad marriage and didn't remarry until she met a guy about 15 years older that makes alot of money. She then told my W that she should have married someone rich. Her sister left her H for a guy that makes over 200k a year. Her sister is still not D'd but is sleeping with this guy and basically living with him. This guy was married to. Now my W has taken the same road. Married, sleeping with a guy that is married with kids and Ding me.

Her mom and step dad tell me they don't want this. But then I read in an email that her mom is all for it. Her sisters H had his issues, but nothing that warranted this.

Her real dad is a historical cheater and womanizer. He has said he is all for whatever makes W happy. He said he got D'd and is happier now with his new W. Of course her real dad slept with his new W's daughter who was underage before marrying W's step mom.

There is lots more to this family. But truly they are messed up. I thought my W was the only stable one out of the bunch. And for 11 years she was. But not anymore. She has joined in like the rest of them.

So I may be here til Saturday. W said she will not remain faithful. No surprise. She also said had she known I was going to have an attorney look at the agreement, she would not have let me touch her Saturday when we slept together. She was using sex to get what she wanted. She is also using it to get the OM. I said I hadn't planned on having an attorney look at it on Saturday. It wasn't until Sunday morning after reading everything by yall that I made the decision. This still infuriated her and she said she can't trust me. Well, everytime I decide something, new information somehow shows up that makes me reconsider. You know, little things like the affair. Like realizng I am being screwed in this agreement. Etc. And she wants to talk about trust? How about all the lies she has told me. The affair, etc. But I guess none of that matters.

In the end, I am still praying for a reconciliation. Wow, I wonder if it will ever happen? Anything is possible.

Kevin