Heard from MIL last night, she has not talked to W since Monday last. Who knows, maybe W has moved on compltetey and wants everything she had gone, inlcuding her mother and her kids....
Oh well, attitude outta really survive for a while then. Out today with the flu, just got out of bed. Been achey and crappy all week last week, and felt so-so all wekend. It hit me hard this morning.
Anyway day 12 is over. Attitude is strong, other than MIL and D21 comments about her and what they think, no thoughts (really) and no wondering about her.
Yeah I know how that goes as far as rewriting everything, but to tell D17 that I treated her badly to the point where D17 said something to her brother really upset me. I will, on the Faith of God, never say a word to her or my D17 about it, ever. Been apart emotionally from her since August 4 and physically since August 29th. I don't know.....Its all astarting to stack against me, keeping the Fiath, looking to God and taking it one day at a time...
