Jayce, somehow I think I finally made it clear to her how I feel about things. It may have been when I said with tears in my eyes:
"I want to start living life now, I don't want to waste any more time waiting. We only have what 30 or 40 years left? Our time is NOW."
Saturday night W and I went out to eat, just the two of us, and had a nice evening talking. That night without my saying anything, she came to bed in a thong and a tee-shirt. No TV at all just straight to bed and we ML. The way she is touching now feels genuine too.
Even the other nights in bed our snuggling and petting has felt so much more real now. Like she really means it.
Next time I get to 1/2 price books I look for that N.U.T.S book you suggested Jayce. It does sound like a good book to add to the library.
