Thank you so much Kelaaron. I think it is too but how to suggest it? He is not being nasty to me, I don't think he ever will be. I'll help him through anything, I really will. I believe in for better or worse and as pathetic as it is, I want him to be happy so if leaving me makes him happy, so be it.
I was just telling myself it's an affair when remembered he had an appointment at the hospital a few weeks ago, about 4 and said he would pop in to see me. I work there, it's a very busy ward so I said I may not be able to chat.
That's not the behaviour of someone who has fallen out of love is it? Oh I don't know, if it is a MLC then I know I need to be strong to help us both but if it's not, what to do?
He seems happy enough when talking to friend and family on the phone but maybe that is his way of dealing with it. He looked so unhappy on Sat night. This is all so tragic and I'm so pathetic.
I've even considered love spell LOL how totally out of control, and I didn't go ahead because felt bad in case I was interfering with his 'free will' how crazy is that? lol
