Almost sounds like he's a victim of his upbringing. Doesn't mean you can go back though. I'm so sorry.
I'm glad you're waiting on the date. I think you should wait a while. A long while. For yourself. Not for him. Not for anyone else. Just to let your own emotions settle and not be so raw.
I feel a tremendous amount of pain for you Tango. I really do. This sucks. And to have him making passes at you when you are lonely and upset and berating yourself and him and going through so much turmoil in your emotions.
I hope it works out quickly for you.
Wilmington is nice. I'm in Raleigh, but I get to Wilmington from time to time. I was stationed at Camp Lejuene (a.k.a swamp lejuene) for almost four years. Enjoyed it. I like NC.
If you two decide to get that beer and shot, I'll expect a phone call with a destination and time to be there
Peace,
AJ
P.S. I know you weren't calling me names, MB. I assumed you didn't mean me.
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
