I just blew it there, he was chatting away about stuff without a care in the world and I said I'm so glad you're not suffering here. He looked quite hurt. I stopped myself and said sorry and he said it's ok. So civil.
He's setting up the MP4 player that he ordered weeks ago but gave me Sat.
I'm going to have a good, proper read at the book again tomorrow with fresh eyes and mind. I'm going to work on the resentment building up.
