Back to the game ... I've decided that I don't agree with my roommate's advice.

Today, I'm stuck between being angry and being depressed. I can't understand this.

I can't understand:

1.) why A hangs out with M.
a.) what can she offer A that I can't? This kills me.
2.) if I'm doing everything right, where is he?
3.) why he can't take the time to see that I can be lighthearted?
4.) why he we can't talk about our what I want without scaring him away?
5.) if he loved being around me before, what happened?


jojo