More journaling... This weekend the kids went to their Aunts for a birthday party/sleepover. That left me home alone until W came home from work. I full expected her to "go out" and not come home until morning. 9:30am she rolls in. Of course I'm not surprised. Sunday we went and picked up the kids and stayed for Sunday dinner. (Sunday lunch actually) Most of her family was there and it was a good time. They all know whats going on and it makes me a tad uncomfortable but I don't let it show. Sometimes I wonder just how the hell a person can lead a double life like this. How can you not realize the pain and bull and mental stress that your causing your spouse? *sigh* Sorry, I know the answers to these questions....Just had to vent.
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
