He wanted to go to Australia last year, he hates it here (UK), not really specific about why he hates it. I just thought it was because of the job.
Moonlocks, I am convinced it's early MLC, he ha always went to gym though and always buying himself expensive stuff. It makes sense because of the sudden changes re emigrating, selling the business, stopped going to football games but still went to pub to drink and watch it. He never missed a game.
He just doesn't seem depressed, he is whistling away now and then and I just want to punch him. I know depression doesn't mean you have to be withdrawn and crying all the time but he is sad/confused about something. My instinct tells me it's not me.
He really is a nice, wonderful man, he's not blaming me at all, he called to see how I was because I was so upset earlier.
He is coming to see a counsellor. I said I wanted him to do it because he wanted to save our marriage. He said he wanted to try he said 'I think we've got to try' He then said that even if he didn't want to go, he would for me because I've asked him.
I'm glad I went into work even though I got sent home, all the girls have called me and they are all telling me that they'll help me through this.
It's weird because I'm always the one that cheers people up and make people laugh and listens to them. It's strange being on the other end.
Thank you both so much for taking the time to reply.
