HORRID ! Help ! Forgive me Lord !

[Cinderellaman]

Hi Braveheart !

H was quite concerned actually, he slept bad last night...didn't tell me why, but when I went to his place this morning to pick up the kids he invited me in for coffee, and just before I left, he gave me a big hug and asked me if I was ok..I told him I was fine. Later I sent him a message saying ...Thanks for the coffee, I'm fine, and an experience wiser ...or not hahaha, have a good day...

He wrote back to enjoy my day out at sea and that fresh air would do me a world of good right now.

I sent him a message telling him, I had only freaked out and texted him as I had not exactly had safe sex last night...he wrote back concerned for me (as a man would be...yes, women seem to react different to this stuff..hahaha) Anyway, he told me to go get a morning after pil ASAP. I said I would.

I did. My friend (at the beach) came with me...and at least that is over and done with now. Good.
Doc's checking out the rest.

So, yes, I have decided these things happen and nobody is perfect. I feel kind of liberated and empowered ...and feel good about having let go a bit of my 'goody-two-shoe-personality' ! Boy, never thought I'd say this, but this is my REAL 180 hahahhaha !

Oh well, what's done is done, we learn, we move on !

And yes, next time a different ...better man...more my type and I'll be taking my time to get to know him first.

The guy I slept with, sent me a TM saying, he had had a great time with me, that he still considered me a friend, that he understands it's too soon (yes, I told him it was all too soon, I didn't want to hurt the poor guy...) and that I was welcome to call him anytime for affection ...(yikes) and that if I ever need help around the house as a handyman, he'll still be happy to come and help me out ! Incredible.

No self respecting woman would let a man sleep with her and then when dumped, would turn around and offer her services still ...

Oh well, I may never understand some things in life ! hahaha !