Just keep swimming...PH #4

[pearlharbr]

You know what, I think I am going to send that email to xBF. I don't have anything to lose. JD, I really do think I'm done with him. I can't imagine anything he could say or do that would make me want him back. I told him cheating was a dealbreaker for me. Try as I might, I don't think I could ever trust him again. When the going got tough he walked away from me and to someone else. What's to stop him from doing that again?

I love my house. I love my lifestyle. But that's not enough to go back to that R. I am excited about my future and nothing is going to stop me from having that new life I want.

Going for my walk so I'll have an hour to mull it over before doing anything.