I see what you're saying, not sure how else to put it, that is exactly how it happened. He wasn't sleeping for the week leading up to this and I asked what was wrong but he just kept saying that he was stressed, tired from selling his business.
He has always hated owning it, he used to come home to me depressed talking about it and I was always there listening to him telling him that his happiness was more important than anything.
I will read DR again. I'm very sure that it is something I have done/been doing but there is no way it could be not showing him how much I love and respect him. Mind you, I would have said the same re his thought of me a couple of weeks ago. This has come from nowhere and I can't get my head around it.
I wasn't a keen on emigrating but I felt that he was rushing into it. I just wanted him to see if he liked the new job first then decide. He tells me that loves new job, best thing he ever did was sell business. He seems happy enough, he feels bad for hurting me but he is not like a stranger.
I'm rambling, I know I am. Just so so hurt, confused and sad just now. Don't know how we're going to get through this. I don't want this to happen. I love him so much, Maybe too much.
