Being content for now.

[kissak]

Thanks Pam. Thanks for being a friend.

This morning I am torn on what to do. I asked for answers and I got them.

This OW wants to be my H's girlfriend, but he has told her he has too much going on in his head to do that right now. So, she is cooking for him when he has the kids because she knows he has no money.

Does this all sound too familiar?

Here I am sitting and waiting on him to make a decision when...hello, why should i?

I should be the one to stand up and say no more...but then does that give him the satisfaction of not having to make the decision. Then I will always think it was ME who ended things???

I thought I was doing so much better with this, but it seems that whenever another woman comes into play, it complicates things.

OH, and he told me he werent sleeping with her or anything like that. Just had to let me know.

He keeps asking my thoughts on everything and I dont know what to say.

Im breathing, but its getting harder knowing what's probably coming again.

To boot...this woman is just as bad as the last....been married 3 times I think. AND instead of being on the right side of my work...well, this one is on the left. Doesnt venture too far from me.

ugh....Thanks for letting me vent.