I cannot believe that a person with such principles has done this....I am so ashamed !!!!
Don't be so hard on yourself.
This only proves you are human and not a robot stuffed full of self-help ideals with no substance.
Sh*t happens. This absolutely does not mean that you are not a woman of principle. If anything, your immediate regret and remorse confirm that you ARE. And I have no doubt that forgiveness found you the minute you asked for it.
So chalk this up to a learning experience. Get yourself tested so you will have peace of mind and set whatever boundaries you determine to be necessary in relation to this and other relationships so you don't have to go through this again.
