I really am at a loss again.

My H has seemed to be stringing me along the last few weeks.

Apparently there is a new woman who he say there is nothing going on with, yet he went out with her on vday and before christmas....then went somewhere else with her....even took the kids to her house a few times this weekend. Yet there is nothing going on....

I asked him was she a threat? His reply was "isnt any woman".

Not the answer I was looking for. I cant trust him. This woman is worse than the last. She has been married a few times also. She has been a long time aquaintance and is also in the fire/ems.

I cant do this anymore. I cant trust him for anything. Yet he still says he is thinking about coming home??

Our date last night was a disaster in my eyes. I ended up paying for the meal and he left me crying at home later because we ended up talking about "us".

I dont know how to end this. I dont know if I can or if I want to. What am I afraid of? I wish I knew what to do now. I feel like I am back to square one.

Somebody please tell me what I should do now.

I feel so stupid right this second for even giving him the chance.

Last edited by kissak; 02/23/09 03:46 AM.
Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10