I am better when I am at work and have more things to keep my mind occupied. The 4 day work week, that I have always wanted is great except I am not required to be sunshine for 3 days then, and especially this weekend when I know H is off with OW and kids, it was really hard. H seems to think he will have an answer to what he wants by the end of the month. He may say he loves me more than anything in the world, but his actions speak louder than words right now. So I guess that is why I am just floating, I sorta feel like a bobber and there is a channel cat rolling at the end of the line trying not to get landed. I am also very ready for warm weather, this gloomy coolish weather is just not what I want right now!
