Another Wife Rising From The Bomb's Ashes

[Tawnya]

Kassie..yes it totally makes sense as far as doing the 180, I HAD to do the 180 for me, and not be the clingy one..and I've really come to appreciate "her/me"..the non-clingy one as it relates to my hub and myself. Also I've had to learn to not be that way with friends either, that one seems to be a bit tougher. Amy said to me tho, "it's good that you HAVE to be alone sometimes to see that you CAN do it".

I had a tough night the other night and, tho you all were here with me on the board, as many as were around, I still had NO one physically here and no one I called on the phone or talked to in real time. And, surprise, I made it thru that okay..better than okay actually Would I have rather had someone to hug me, cry with me, listen to me, whatever? Absolutely..but I needed to just do it for myself I think!

Tawnya