Sooooo, today I met A at his work. It was a good trial run.
Current Achievements:
1.) initial risk taking was scarey. 2.) roommate encouraged me-felt good. 3.) I 'acted as if' I had a breakfast date...I looked the part. a.) A noticed, 'you look good. you going some place?' b.) He was busy taking a client for a test drive. He waved and said he'd be right back. When he came back, I figured he would take awhile.
4.) I brought him tea 5.) I waited a bit. Talked to the guys I knew. (smile, smile, flirt, flirt) 6.) As I was about to leave, A came over. a.) I gave him a couple of things that he needed. We kissed (not on lips) ??? b.) I told him that it was ok...'I just wanted to catch up and touch base' c.) He said thank you and said that we would catch up soon.
7.) I told him about my having a male roommate...who he knows. a.) Verdict is still out on that.
8.) I left feeling pretty good and that I accomplished something. I felt that it was a beginning. Slow and steady wins the race.
9.) I am very appreciative for the support from V and my parents.
10.) Maybe A feels more comfortable, too. I miss him.
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