I have come here to confess to having been unfaithful. I had s@x with J (OM) tonight, and it was the most terrible thing I have ever done !!!! I had drunk a lot of champagne, cause I think I knew that I would otherwise NOT be attracted to him. Well, after I was drunk, we lay on the bed, and yes, we had s@x...he was a selfish lover....my H never was...anyway... I feel terrible that I even let it get to that stage...when I got home I showered for hours and then sent H a TM saying my date had been horrid, as it was horrible to sleep with another man....he sent a TM back saying he hoped the rest of the evening had been ok. I wrote back 'nope'...
I was still too tipsy...I shouldn't have written H, I shouldn't have gone to bed with J...
I will now go to bed and pray for forgiveness ...
I cannot believe that a person with such principles has done this....I am so ashamed !!!!
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
