N, I think what's happened is you've taken about 5 steps back. The passing of your pup, Valentine's Day and other triggers are creating all of the emotional turmoil in your life right now. Please, please get out of the house and put your focus on something else. I understand that you miss him terribly, but that's not going to bring him back right now. He's got to go through this entirely and hopefully he'll wake up again some day. For now, let's try to help you find something of interest. Okay?
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.