I took a few days off last week and the week before, too, just trying to regroup. I think I finally got most of the crying out! At least for awhile anyway.
You are amazing woman to give your H the gift of sticking by him no matter what. I just hope you are prepared. I am afraid you will give up yourself to hold to this and that isn't right. It's one thing to hold out hope and keep the light on. It's different to stop living until that time comes.
Good luck, Ladybug. I hope you have some good results with your pastor.
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
